An Unlikely Story
My Paper Heart Will Bleed
Saturday, January 31, 2009

im tired actually n feeling lazy to update...let get this over with..
yesterday i was in school in the morning bcoz we have flag day yeasterday..
i go to school,collect my money back and stickers den headed to dunnoe where..
i dunnoe who to go wif...firstly i followed harith den while walkking to punggol mrt
i saw samuel,melvin and thier friend,i changed my mind so i follow samuel
den we headed to hougang den go macdonalds..they all eat but i dont coz nt feeling hungary
ohh i forgot to say dat terence tagged along(terrence 3n2)den we headed to hougang swimming complex...firstly i only collect $2 arnd hougang...
den wen i saw joon kit,terry n daniel tan i changedmy mind again and follow them
den we headed to kovan which is at the heartland mall
den my bag start to get heavier hehhe coz over there gt more people
theres a few of pple dat i hate their attitude..i don wanna talk about it...

at night i went to my lil cuzzin bday party...enjoying myself i guess
gt jai,rozza and many more uhh but rozzi's bf didint come which is noriff daniel
at least i saw wiwid's new bf..hehhe..it actually a 3 bday join together including my mom
evryone sing a bday song together..got 3 cakes okay!!
got dinosaurs cake,princess cake and fruit cake..but i prefer the princess one
bcoz it a chocolate cake and inside it got cocoa pop soo yummy
i forgot to tell u dat the party is at the downtown the challet there
den i saw syazwan..den my cuzzin ask him a cigarette like no shame so he give my cuzin
den head home den continue readind the twilight book

i juz got my twilight book on friday i incliding today i already read more than half of the book
bcoz i juz continue reading the book..and i soo too reading the book,i dont even watch tv
i soo proud of myself bcoz i nvr read a book this thick before..
kak iza lend me her new moon hehe i must quickly read the twilight book so dat i cud start ready new moon!!thx kak iza


Friday, January 30, 2009

me n nadia are pretty find rite now...at least we talked rite??
nvm mind..nadia had juz lend me her twilight book,at last!!!
thank nadia for the book...dunnoe wen to return it maybe next month or next-next month???
bcoz only first day,ijuz read 41 pages it the book is 400+ haha...
juz now reach home from school at 8pm..purposely go home late...
today is mama's bday yeah!!so i text her saying happy bday...
tomorro i need to go school bcoz gt flag day dunnoe wether spelling correct..
my job for tomorro is to collect money from pple...im gonna be at the houngang poly
shafiq gonna stop by hehhe....well dats all i cud say...




Wednesday, January 28, 2009

where are u nadia??i mean where the old you??
im kinda dissapointed with the new you..wad make uto change like dat
like dont care about me...i miss the old you
you as the old you dat i could joke arnd n bully,im sorry to hate you
i wish i could save you from always getting angry wif me..i noe i always bully u but atleast we two
laugh together,u noe my perangaikn....haha kn wadever im too jiwang rite now..

i missed the 'eclipse' didnt get a chance to see it nvm den
i tink my sun burnt on my face is getting worse becoz the skin starting to peal off
very irritating n make me feel like im a monster..

i dedicated this song especially for nadia..nadia enjoy it...



Monday, January 26, 2009

yesterday me,my cuzzing,uncles n aunties went to east coast to have a pinic..
alot of food had been made...
den everyone burry me n my cuzzin n decorate us..whilw waiting it to finish,
it was soo hot seriously ,we cant cover ourself...so ended up we have sun burnt on our faces..
it still hurts now n red..my cuzzin took a pic of us burried in sand but he didint save it
nvm den many great things happened actually but i still have no idea wad to write
my sun burnt really hurts wen i touched it....


Friday, January 23, 2009


yesterday's chinese new year celebration was lame!i meant it,lame!so boring...
while in school suddenly i feel so sick feel soo giddy,cold n keep coughing
cant wait to reach home so dat i could rest,finally reached home take a bath a straight to bed
ard 5pm like dat meet shafiq and head to compass point he follow me to buy books
den we went to 1901 hotdog buy hotdong and go somewhere else to eat it

den go to interchange wait for bus to head home,we were giggling for nothing hehe crazy us...
den i saw this malay guy,he look like taufik batisah but it wouldnt be him bcoz dat guy wearing ITE school shirt but he really lok like taufik batisah his appearance,mustache,his skin tone....but he abit skinny n short..
kay juz forget about him..hehe
'kak iza the ferro rocha finish already hehe btw teach me how to make the rose n newmoon da habis bace??klau da pinjam uhh i also wanna read it'



Wednesday, January 21, 2009

at last i have celebrated my bday,it hehe
celebtared wif kak iza,bros n daddy..we ate at pizza hut at tampines mall
i like the oreo ice-cream!!
kak iza gave a present and inside it is a....box of ferro rocha hehe
den i gave each one one den kak iza made a rose using the wrapper!!!
hahaha


Monday, January 19, 2009

yeah!!im 15 today..n i miss yesterday because yesterday im 14 hehe
luckily no bday bash tis year..hey friends thx for the bday wish appreciate it alot!!
but although it my bday i gonna calebrate it without a complete family same goes to the last 2 years..
during 2007 my mom wasnt in singapore during my bday
on 2008 my dad had to work and
this year my mom had a camp so she wont be home for couple of weeks
but nvm im gonna celebrate my bday on wednesday with my bros n maybe kak iza tagging along
so far no present yet...maybe im too old for present hehehe


Thursday, January 15, 2009

currently listerning to this song which the title is..'lelaki baru'by zaibakti..
i like to hear it bcoz it soo meaningful to mie..
i actually dunnoe wad to talk about..n actually lazy to post
i think im nt feeling well..i feel soo sleepy and headaches..

i cant wait till my bro pass his driving licence soo dat he could drive me to pizza hut to celebrate my bday..but he failed..nvm bro this juz the first time..u still can try again.
for kak iza,i dunnoe wether she passed if she passed,congrates!if failed,juz dont give up and try again..

me and shafiq starting not being close together since the 3rd day of schhol..he always wif his new friend.
everytime during reccess i ate alone but luckily emly n nadia n khasthuri are there to accompany me to eat..luckily got them..me and emly are getting better than before..
when going to school shafiq and danial always talk about the topic that i dunnoe n i dont like
so end up walking wif them but juz kept quite..but when going home,hes different
different as in like the old him wif his jokes n laughter..nvm juz forget about it
..


Sunday, January 11, 2009

juz now go swimming,gym n tanning although already black still want taning hehhe
start at 12pm like dat and ended arnd 7pm++
den meet my friend and go out for awhile
den head home..waited bus 27 for an hour but still not a sign..
but theres one once bus 27 came but it was fulled..
so waited again..finally not full...
den stop aft the highway and waited for bus 88..i was busy listerning to my songs
den there someone looks familiar walking toward me like dat...
den i look closely,it was shazni n her gf..they both wearing grenn.well couple of course
i juz smile,wave n say hi..den he sits beside me..hehe
den i heard like someone talking to me but i dunnoe bcoz busy listerning to music..
it was actually shazni talking to me..i was paiseyy..
den i decided to stop listerning to my music..
he talked to me again den i dunnoe wad he talking about
my reaction was like slenger...dunnoe why it always happen to me when someone im not close to talking to me
everytime when dat happen i could'nt hear properly,dunnoe wad to say n felt nervous..
wen he talked to me,i could'nt understand wad he saying n i juz answerd in 'uhh??,uhh...'
noe the different??ehhehe
i was begging dat my bus would came so dat he would stop talking to me..
den finally my bus came thank god..suddenly his gf also took the same bus as me..me n her
really not clase at all nvr talk to each other before..den juz smile at her in the bus..
wen the bus starts to move we look at the window n shazni wave at both of us but more to his gf of course..okay..i say alot about his already...
before posting,i webcam wif nadia hehe...n her sister as well..
i still havent iron my uniform but nvm tomorro start school late can iron tomorro...bye

my arms are hurt..maybe i exercise alot today...ouchh!!


Friday, January 9, 2009

im feeling really sad now,dunnoe why maybe bcoz aft listerning sad song??or the song really meaningful??forget about it..
i finally finish finding chocolate cake receipe..it took me a long time nw my eye are sore..
its all ms kala fault she ask we all to find cake receipe for homework..
did i tell you dat my F&N class are going to bake cakes!!yes we are going to bake cake
maybe aft chinese new year or march...i decide to bake chocolate cake..bcoz its my favourite..
today im not going out today bcoz got no plan today..soo bored!!
i juz cant wait till my birthday which is juz 9 days away..
i juz cant wait to be 15...
shit this laptop auto shut maybe bcoz of the switch...i was half way writing den suddenly it shut down..luckily it autosave to draft if not,i must re-type bck
okay let continue..
i juz cant wait to be 15yrs old..finally im older heheh...and im gonna get my i/c rite??
haha..i must be matured nw n take things seriously haha nonsense im still me no matter wad my age..like pple said age are juz numbers...


Thursday, January 8, 2009

yesterday me,kak dayah,mak lang celebrate syamim's belated bday
de ate at shangri-la hotel 5 star hotel you know!!
we tottaly ate alot till full but still eat desert..the desert are soo delicious seriously
got chocolate cake,fruit tartlets,chocolate fundue,caramel n many more...
eating wif napkin,2 fork,1spoon,1knife..i dunnoe which one for which
n i ate sushi wif chopstick it really hard...n i need to eat the crab n prawn using for,spoon or knife
cant use hand not polite...try my best not to be clumsy..at last im nt clumsy..
but syamim accidently push her drink n fell,she got wet...
finish at arnd 10-10.30pm like dat den reach home arnd 12am like dat
den i have to drag to school the next day...with my eye bag n lazy eye...
didnt manage to take a lot of picture bcoz busy eating..heheh










Tuesday, January 6, 2009

eclipe trailer,the 3rd of twilight



breaking dawn trailer,the 4th n last of twilight



Monday, January 5, 2009

on friday:
first day of school,i was lonely bcoz harith nvr come booo
on saturday:
went to melacca wif my mom,aunt,uncle n cuzins
at machap,kak rina treat me n zul ice-cream.not an ordinary ice-cream
but it is BASKIN ROBIN!!like ben & jerry like dat uhh
den go to my grandfather's grave
den reach at the Everly Resort Hotel Melacca,throw my bag in the room,get ready n go swimming!!
den went to mahkota parade for shopping,den i saw the fourth twilight book,i cant remember the title but it cost RM 49.90!!!hahah
den eat at muara duyung a seafood restaurant.i hate a lot of prawn
den saty up till late n ate a lot of junk food
on sunday:
wake-up,brush teeth,go breakfast at the hotel
i hate a lot of cereal!!den go to the beach den swimming
den go bck up,get ready to check-out..den shopping at cowboy
den go bck to singapore
on monday:
2nd of school..jyeah harith came to school!!!
nth much at school got alot of talk n briefing dat all


i ride a motocycle!!jyeah but dont have a chance to take any photo...


Thursday, January 1, 2009

well today is 2009 n yesterday is 2008
n today im sec 3 yesterday im sec2
hehe love to make fun of it..
tomorro got school,hate it went holidays end
nvm wen days goes by it gonna be normal
i have only one chance to change my habbit to sleep early n wake-up early for school
if not im gonna be late for school..arghhh!!
im nervous tomorro bcoz im wearing long pant which havent author yet n bcoz of my short hair
yesterday i was staying awake till morning bcoz of the countdown show n love is cinta
i was alone at home bcoz my parent are working,shahril working till morning n izad go out
soo im alone,i sleep wif air-con n lights are on..hehe
juz now i went to pasir ris park wif my cuzzzin,we went cycling
having fun cycling,suddenly the rain start n it getting heavier n heavier
hope i dont fall sick,den went the rain has stop we continue
from 3+to5+pm,pics wif kak dayah hope she update wif all those pics so i cud grab it
aft dat i fell sleepy n tired but i dont want to sleep first,im saving it for later arnd 10pm+
so dat i cud sleep easily n wake up in the morning
i have made my check list for tomorro
which is:
1)pant iron-ed
2)school bag packed
3)shoe get ready
4)hoody put in the bag
...n may more cant remember but im sure im ready for tomorro
but i felt nervous,i dunno why...
wait!!i forgot to plan wif shafiq where n wad time to meet tomorro
bye...