An Unlikely Story
My Paper Heart Will Bleed
Saturday, February 28, 2009

yesterday my family n me including kak iza went to jb to eat at secret recipe
it was jam about 2 hours later then we reached secret recipe is soo cheap altoghether we spent only RM124 soo cheap rite??i ordered lagzania yum yum and for desert i ordered cheese marble cake and bannana chocolate indulges yumyum 2 cakes share 6 people...
den go shopping for awhile but j.co and auntie anne den head home...arnd 9pm + reached home..

im going to live 'n' loaded again!!!!!!!yeahhhh


Wednesday, February 25, 2009

i feel like some part of me have change..some part as in like my interest..
i like to hear rock song rite now the old song that i alway hear,i dont really like it anymore
now i always listern to rock song..dont try to call me a 'posser'..people can change rite??it not wrong for me to listern to rock song rite??
not only rock song but now i like to wear simple clothes like whenever i go out i juz wear simple t'shirt and jeans,used small and simple wallet and my phone only hav little thing inside not alot of pic,vidoe and music..i like being like this..dunnoe how i would be like this...


























yesterday me n my both brother went to live 'n' loaded!!!i had fun there den i saw khairudin and his friends..izad bring his friend n bro bring his friend too...so i was lonely
but wen we enter there izad friend was my body guard hehe lol he protect me okay..
haha..den every started to mosh hehe..i dont really know how to mosh but tis time it turned up well haha seriously i was having fun...so i juz need to wait till thursday or monday to watch it n wait till someone upload it at youtube hehhe
i took kinda alot of pictures wif Utt haha hope my face come out on tv lol...
Utt my favourite!!!den reached home arnd 12 to 1am like dat i think..the next day in school so damn tired and dleepy...well let the picture above do the talking


izad's friend's hair so cool like a rock star seyyy....


Friday, February 20, 2009
super dupper bored!

okay im super dupper bored!right now...
cant elaborate what im doing coz im doing nth juz posting..
not much pple are online..im juz stress out about the interhouse cooking competition
need to think which desert need to make,how to make,need saving for ingredient etc
the competition is just 2 weeks away..and i still havent survey anything at all..
i planned to make fruit tartlet..but the problem is the biscuit,idk where to buy it nor make it
and idk to make what drinks..oh yah i forgot the theme is 'desert and drink'
i need to tink more and nw my head hurts..okay forget it....need to relax

the other side of me,i already soo happy dat i can use my other number again..
when i change sim card and on the phone,suddenly got 12 massages..i told u soo

i juz cant wait to go to 'live 'n' loaded' woohooo..just 3 days away


Monday, February 16, 2009

yesterday was great seyy...but there one time dat not soo great
i dont wanna talk about it...
yesterday i went to geylang in the morning den i saw syafiqah sec 4
den go eat aft dat go home rest and use comp...den help my mom polish her shoe i was the one who do it the shinest hehehe..den go to giatn aft 7pm...
shop and shop den i buy my thumbdrive for my F&N...it juz cost $13 for 4GB
issnt it cheap??yeah it cheap,den go to tampines sports hall play badminton with my family and relative..from 8pm to 10pm...there one time me n kak iza play badminton at behind there bcoz got no one..so we play there suddenly the board fall by itself i saw it fall but kak iza didnt but she heard somthing fall so i tell her about it..den i started running first...i didnt mean to left kak iza alone so i wait for her to take the slipper first...den me,kak iza,my mom,dzul and cik jenny go behind again and play badminton again tis time nth happen....hehe...
den aft dat go send kak iza home den fetch izad den go eat at tender best...den head home..
i made up my mind to change my thunbdrive wif bro bcoz i dont really use thumbdrive so much
since he need to do alot of project so i suggest he change thumbdrive wif me...

izad gave me one ticket to live and laoded thx izad but only one epoisode..nvm atleast i have chance to go....so i show off wif my friend hehehe...

kak reeni perut so big already seyy of coz lah 5 months wd hehe i gotta have new nephew/niece another 4 more months hehe


Saturday, February 14, 2009

my face soo ugly bcoz it not the rite time for me to take pic heheh


yesterday was happy yesterday seriously hehhe
i went to wild wild wet wif bro,kak iza n bro's friend which is shahrul..
we ride the ular-lah many times seriously bcoz the line were soo short
the went to the tsunami..first time in my life i touched the line...which was soo deep
the line which we could nt cross..hehhe i swim until there okay..
okay idk wad to say anymore

i still havent buy a thumbdrive for f&n..my teacher told us to buy on friday and bring on monday
not fair rite??
i still havent done my hw...lazy to do seyy...later im going to play badminton at tampines sport hall at arnd 8+pm..i need to find my racket n find wad clothe to wear gotta get started now bye...


Monday, February 9, 2009




thank you ameelia for the present!!!hahha
ameelia had juz gave me a belated bday present and bday wish..
the present is so beautiful fyi she decorate it herself wif alot pics of us...
i wanna eat the chocolate but it will destroy everything,if i didnt eat,it will expiry..
soo end up i ate it and shafiq ate some and took some of the pictures..
aft ameelia gave me the present,i didnt put in my bag at all bcoz i scared it will crash
so i juz hold it all the way and may people saw it and always wanna see it
den they keep asking eh ameelia ur.....(insert some words)den i juz say no lah we juz close friend hehe
she always give me present but i juz gave her a simple present so tis time i wanna buy her a better present...i juz cant stop thanking her...
this yr my bday is full of chocolate heheh all my bday present is chacolate..
eh makcik(ameelia),i still have the bday card u gave me last year..=D hehe
but it is weird bcoz she always give me one month belated bday present...always on the feb den she gave me bday present..weird rite haha but weird in good way..
the card dat she write is soo meaningful makes me wanna cry ahha
she wrote this:

to iwan
from ameelia
although this wish,present and card is late,but congrats you've turned 15!we have known each other for 2 years plus plus...although it seems like a short time of our friendship,i really hope our friendship wont fade away.i hope it will still continue as it is,today.lets create wonderful memories and happy things in the future.sure,we had our ups and downs,since we met.lets forget those memories and stay happy always.do not feel pain and cry.also work hard for the things you aim for.thank you,and sorry for everything and happy belated 15 birthday!
lyfe is short!so..enjoy!
from yr one and only
MAKCIK!!!

Although the card is soo small but very long words and meaningful...
ameelia sorry if i write about wad u say on the card...
hahah it made me wanna cry hahha
she like my wings to fly..like she gave me strength
im soo lucky to have a great friend like her...
when amelia gave me the present infront of ridzwan,he was jealous and he keep saying his bday is near and his bday date ahahha as in like he also want a present ahha no shame you!
a thousand thanks to you ameelia!!!idk why i cant stop thanking her...haizz
and thank you and forgive me for everything tooo...


Saturday, February 7, 2009

luckily today is my happy day!!!
since im happy,i had forgiven the pple who made me mad..like nadia n my mom
haizzz...juz now i went to jb go eat..
i ate hot plate nice u noe...den go secret recipe buy cake den go aunty anne buy pamazonne cheese...den i bought my new school shoe high top okay..den i got hair cut my hair like botak!!!aiyah..

to nadia,
im so so so so sorry,i didnt mean to break ur heart...
ilthough im mad at u yesterday,it didnt mean i hate u forever...i always forgive pple
but it would take feww for hours or a day..i nvr been mad at someone forrver...
hope u forgive me...u my adek wad...hahhahaha
lain kali nakmo uat agik tau!!naughty ehh




Thursday, February 5, 2009

im dying to get a new phone dunnoe when will i get it
khai n hakim was at the live and loaded!!!!
i couldnt believe it!!trying to find it at youtube but dun have
i juz cant wait to have my i/c which is next month
at last i finish reading twilight!!jyeah...now reading new moon but i feel so lazy to read
seriously but i wanna noe what happen!!twilight in the book and movie is not quite same

today in school was quiteboring actually espeacially dat mrs lim class
during f&n me n harith bake a cake it soo nice
all of us bake same cake but different ingredient
there some people using butter,oil or ghee,for me i was choosen to use ghee
firstly i thought it no gonna turn nice,n wen finish bakin it soo flat
but after turning it upside down it looks nice nd taste nice too
i prefer mine rather than using oil or butter...mine soo sweet but other taste so plain
my group is the only one using ghee...

im soo in love with '09..im not ganna forget about it
wanna noe why??okay i tell u
after tis three years since i was sec one,i dont have dat much friend
people who are in the cool side like the popular kids but no so popular haiyah dunnoe how to describe it would nvr want to smile at me
but now they do smile at me and wave at me...even the people who i tot they are stingy also smile at me
maybe bcoz i smile everyone equally even the person i dunnoe i also smile
even my last time enermy bcoz of misunderstanding now talk to me again...
even dylon and fedrick who i nvr talk to before and started talking to me hahah
and im friendship with nadia and ameelia are getting closer than before...
now i called nadia as adek hahha and she called me by abg haha
stupid rite ahaha no ah not stupid
we say like dat bcoz got something " "hahah

im soo gonna not forget about it...