today went school with my dearest nadia haha lol since shafiq didnt attend school due to dunnoe what reason.so i ask nadia to accompany me to school.it my first time going school by bus 82.usually i only go home by that bus.im currently feeling dead in the inside and alive in the outside,or the other way round?hmm not sure u tink about it.i just left a week and can be known as a survivor in school daze.haha.i skipped my cca last friday,i did came to my cca but then after 1 minute i entered,i ran off.even a single minute i cant survive in my cca venue.just now my cca teacher just call me and asking me why i didnt turn up.alot of warning and babbling had been made by her and a lot of lies and explanation had been answered my me.still i dont feel freaking care.oh my i wanna a skate board and i dont wanna be known as a poser.im trying my best to learn some skating skills you know.so far i learned ollie but cant really do it.and impossible which is half way through i guess.i just cant complete the last part arghh.my june is getting closer n my busy-ness during june holiday is increasing arghh.hope my day out with nadia n RepublicPoly is comfirm on thursday.i dont really dying to watch 'night at the museum 2' but it seems fun,i guess.i wanna go for a holiday.wait,mummy said we are going batam next month which is june ahahah.oh i miss going batam.i wanna get my hair done and do some shopping with my family.i just miss family outing.wait,july will be an big event due to my cuzin is getting married and it known as the wedding of the year so it gonna be crowded and some of my relative will sleep over my house it gonna be damn cram..arghh i want my room bck!i want my privacy back!maybe i shud add something in my wish list.haha.in school sucha bored-izm me,harith,syazana nad atasha play poker cards.i won alot of time hahah..the funny part is that when atasha wanna try doing the shuffle cards trick haha and she cnt make it.theres a lot of thing i want in life but most of it i dont have a chance to have it..soo sad!